Lostalone

Teen Idle

I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don’t know why but i feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish i hadn’t been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
I want to be a real fake

Yeah i wish i’d been
I wish i’d been a teen, teen idol
Wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being 16 and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super, suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
The day has come where i have died
Only to find i’ve come alive

I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity, so i can feel infinity
I wanna drink until i ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts, and angel cake
I’m gonna puke it anyway

Yeah i wish i’d been
I wish i’d been a teen, teen idol
Wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being 16 and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super, suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
The day has come where i have died
Only to find i’ve come alive

Come alive, i’ve come alive

I wish i wasn’t such a narcissist
I wish i didn’t really kiss
The mirror when i’m on my own
Oh god, i’m going to die alone

Adolescence didn’t make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being a fool
Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?

Yeah, i wish i’d been
I wish i’d been a teen, teen idol
Wish i’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being 16 and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super, super, suicidal

The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
The day has come where i have died

Only to find i’ve come alive
Only to find i’ve come alive
Only to find i’ve come alive